June 2010
i really wish i had the ability to not care.
..well sometimes.
omg.
i wanna say how i feel.
this year is coming to a close, but there are just so many things left unsaid.
even though on the outside im like omggg, yayyy no school!, im gonna miss these people. i feel like this is the opposite of the way i felt last year because all i can remember is wanting to get away from all that dumb drama. but, this year i got past all of that (or i hope i did) and i just...
i wish.
ive wished for so many so many things to happen this school year, and they havent. 4 days left….im tired of waiting. there have been so many people that ive wanted to hug, talk to, dance with, kiss, become friends with, yell at, impress etc. but ive just been too damn scared.
there’s just 4 days left, and i might as well make some of these things happen. its not like ive got anything...
wow.
word spreads fast.
Should I stumble again Still I’m caught in your grace Everlasting, your light will shine when all else fades Never ending, your glory goes beyond all fame
- From the Inside Out - Hillsong United
wow.
yeah so i got the joke.
turns out it was me, yayyyy.
hahaha, wow im so dumb.
psalms 44:26
Rise up and help us; redeem us because of your unfailing love.
okay.
so i was looking through my old fb picutures and stuff and i seriously cannot remember ever writing those comments, i feel like im reading someone else’s comments….who was i? cus id realllyyyyy like to know.
why.
i ask myself this everyday
…but still no answer.
think about it.
come on.
wow nigeria is sucking, theyre making it wayyyy to easy for argentina! I think my dad’s about to cry; it would be realllllll nice for at least a tie.
anyways on a personal side of it, things never seem to go the way i think they should cus i totally think nigeria should win…but i might be wrong. hence the name of my tumblr. its one of may favorite songs by radiohead, give it a...
its chantelle.
ive just never put my name on here lol
and what the eff, i thought no one had my theme lol
and delete your status please because i want to keep my tumblr somewhat private thankssss
ok bye, NIGERIA’s playingggggg.
status update//wall post: text meeeee.
so obnoxious.
if your status or a wall post is informing someone to send you a text im just assuming here that YOU OBVIOUSLY HAVE THEIR FREAKING NUMBER SO WHY THE fuck ARE YOU SHOWING THE WHOLE WORLD. SERIOUSLY, SINCE YOU HAVE THEIR TELEPHONIC CODE, WHICH WHEN ENTERED,WILL INSTANTLY CONNECT THEM TO YOU, THEN JUST TEXT THEM YOURSELF. STOP TRYING TO MAKE IT SEEM LIKE YOU HAVE shitLOADS OF FRIENDS,...
i caught myself - paramore
hmmm, i usually dont like paramore songs on a deep level, but for some reason, this song makes me think. before you read this, give it a listen if that would be pleasing to your inner ear.
what i like about the song is: the drums at the beginning, i just loveeeee that beat; its so striking and unavoidable….that probably makes no sense to you..
also this part: “you’re pushing...
hehehehehe.
happy post again!
random-ass poem (or is it?!?!?!?! :D) in 30 seconds…GO!
all i can do is smile,
even for a little while.
dont stop what you do,
these feelings are true.
ok byeeeeeeeee.
good week.
this has truly been the first legit good week ive had in while:
i finally did well on all the tests/quizzes ive taken this week
Ive barely had any homework
I actually feel secure
and blah blah blah (insert private info here) <3
ive slept through 3 nights this week! (im sort of an insomniac if ya didnt know)
annnnddddddddddddd other stufff, man this is a lame post. happiness always sounds...
like omg im a pretty girl, omg im a pretty girl...
OH MY GOD. get over yourselves, dumb hoes.
procrastination.
my weakness.
so confused?
i dont even know where to begin. im confused about (insert private info here). i just cannot read the signs, if there are any. i hope that its in my favor, but who knows. if for just 30 seconds i could be all-knowing, that would be awesome or incredibly scary. anyways, back to (insert private info here). (insert private info here) makes me smile, but so does (insert private info here)....
blinding by florence and the machine//just what i...
“no more dreaming like a girl, so in love with the wrong one.”
//
I will lie down and sleep in peace, for you alone, O LORD, make me dwell in safety. (Psalms 4:8)
hmm.
sometimes when i sit down and think about allll of the crap that has happened with my family in the past few years it baffles me. from my parents seperating, to divorce, to leaving my dream house and moving 3 times, my sister going to college, me coming to tj and etc. I just dont truly know how i got through alll of it. its just ridiculous. like, i dunno how many of you have gone through a divorce...
gosh.
sometimes i feel so weirddd, but a good weird. i mean, everyone’s crazy so i say you might as well be crazy all the time if its fun. hmm, i have no idea what i meant to say here.
ok byee, go do your homework.
BSU presidenttt???
omggg i cannot believe i did it! i didnt think i would. i ran against 4 people for BSU president and i wonnnnnnn. ahhhh, im so overjoyed but alsooooo i hav so much responsibility nowwwww. omggg i using wayyyy tooooo manyyyy letterrrsssss, but this is how i express joy lol. thank youuuu jesusss, woooo!
WOW, i won an election. next step, USA!
…or not.
